Title:  End 2023
Posted:  Saturday, December 16, 2023 @ 3:35 AM
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Assalamualaikum and hello. 

I hope all of you doing great. I have wanted to update for months. I did try to post something but ended up deleting all of it cause I hate the way I write. My post is always like a public diary that I want to share and at the same time as a record. I do have my personal journal, and I re-read all of it from time to time. I do feel cringe and fascinating. I find myself changing over time. Sometimes, I do find my old self much more mature.   

I prefer writing over talking in front of the camera. Most of my friends, they love watching me talking as they don't like to read and they find it more entertaining. I do reconsider but did not do it due to I don't like how I appear in front of the camera. I'm also too lazy to edit the video. It does take a lot of effort and time. 

Perhaps, someday, when I have lots of time and patience, I might consider recording one.


Year 2023. 

Goals: Travel

Every year, I will set one goal to achieve on that year. I never told anyone about it, and always kept it to myself. I do have one in mind for next year resolution. I still did not sure if I can achieve it. Let's wait and see how it unfolds. If not, it will be my first failure after 5 years. 

I'm a homebody as I don't travel or go on vacation much. I enjoy my time in my bedroom. I do everything here, whether a movie night, drama marathons, or a small party. I do enjoy being a homebody. I just think  I need to experience more things. So, I think I did well with this goal, as I managed to take a few trips. 

        Short trips
        1. Ocean - Terengganu
        2. Food trip - Ipoh
        3. University related - Penang

        Long trip
        1. Korea

I learn more dos and don'ts suitable for me if I plan to go on a trip. I do make a new plan directly once I am done with it. 

I learned a lot from my Korea trips. Everyone should give a big applause to my friend, Putry. She's such a great partner. So good and fun to be with. Very responsible one. It was soooo damn hard, I still feel my social energy hasn't fully charged. I never thought I would experience buying things using 100% in Korean as I understand a bit of their language. 

Believe me, kids will always be a kid. We went to a theme park surrounded by all kinds of students. I feel like I'm on a school trip. Their playfulness and energetic behavior make me feel old lol. It had been a while since I experienced that environment, and it was surprisingly fun. The food was fantastic, but the portion size too big for us. Their coffee sooo delicious, and their ice cubes were such a killer. Those things felt like they would never melt. Amazing!

I buy a lot of Korean skincare, but can't use it due to having a big break out. It's the winner of the year event. Costing me a lot of money, pain, and time. I hope I look great before Raya so I don't need to answer any questions about my skin. I don't mind answering those question cause I don't care much about it. I just don't like to repeat myself. If things get better, I might share the entire process here to help anyone dealing with skin problems.

That's all for today. 

I hope you have a great weekend and are ready for the new year, 2024.